Have you ever felt glad that things never happened like you hoped for?
My tale is about me and a certain someone. When I meant by a certain someone is that someone I'd wished I got hitched with but never happened.
This was story was about 3 years ago.
We haven't talked in a while. It had been 5 years since our last conversation. One day, I had this little inkling to contact him.
"Hello."
That familiar voice brought sudden rush of memories.
"Hello, remember me? Haven't talked to you in a while huh?" I said.
It went on from there, words exchanged until we came to the trickiest question of all. Perhaps, it was my mind contemplating that maybe, we could reignite that spark once died.
"Are you single?" I braved myself, asking.
"Nah.."
"Ok then, are you married?" I asked.
"About to. In fact I'm going to invite you right at this moment," he said.
For some reason I felt a certain weight in my heart. Dissapointment was an understatement yet devastated was too extreme to describe that feeling. Somewhere in between, I'd wished things were different.
Dissapointments all the same except different masks.
Looking back, I'm glad we never got together. Why? Lets just say he's now a workaholic who's hardly at home. Lonely nights is not my cup of tea in marriage for sure (quoted ;)). Plus, we were better off having conversations as friends.
It was never meant to be.
So, what's your story of never-meant-to-bes?
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Monday, August 04, 2008
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10 comments:
aiyaaaa linie..jgn la bukak citer sedih plak kat sini...huhuhuhu~~ i thought you're already with someone else...remember i met you last year on 2nd august at KLCC ? at the starbucks..LOL..you're with someone else at the time..
im no longer with that someone else if that someone else is what u and i are refering to...
who*
Hmm... never meant to be's.
Never had any. Not after I changed that perspective weighted with emotions and burden of hope...
...into facts devoid of emotional attachment.
I might sound cynical. Hardly.
I learned that just by taking it as a fact (ie, Im not with that certain someone and never will be) it gets easier for me to move along.
Move along I have. And that leaves me hardly any time to ponder what-might-have-beens!
ye la linie..jgn sedih2..
ye la, u dah jumpe i dgn |1f34|-|1r3 ms 2nd august taun lepas..
ingt lg x?
tak sedih pun... callister, honestly, tak berapa igt la... :P
think i need a refresher.
asal suma org igt aku sedih ni...? *sigh*
aiseh..xingat ke? tanya balik fqrl..hehe
owh..u are not sad eh?
You remind me of someone Im supposed to get married with this year(a pact we made 5 yrs ago)
he was in melbourne. i was a highschooler. LDR and childish bhvr ruined it.
now he's a doctor. i'm still a lousy law student. too stressful to work it out again.. hehe
so sad lah
i guess yeah thats my never-meant-to-be
in, there is always reason y its not meant to be.. dont worry.. :)
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